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<font color="green"> Today, my therapist said I could have 6 calls a month and she will respond to them, but I have to be sure and say I want a callback. She was so supportive and said she was sorry that I was unsure about when I could call and get a response and when she is gonna push me to trust in myself.
I told her about feeling awful and whining for my therapist and she was very accepting, we talked about how I feel like I am too dependant and she said that we knew we have a special relationship. That I had said in the past she is like a mother for me; one I can trust and not fear. She talked a bit about how when I am done with therapy I won’t feel so needy with her. That our relationship will change and it is gonna be ok. She will be here for me as long as I need her.
Somehow, I got the courage to ask her if it was ok to ask her for a hug. Natch she says yes and just waits for me with a smile. However, I was there already today, I asked and she hugged me. It was wonderful, like coming home. I really don’t know how I will ever outgrow my need for her.
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dalila
Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.
-Erma Bombeck
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