I remember Christmas as the worst nightmare when I felt the need to be normal. I still feel the need but with age, you don't care so much about many things. This is true.
I never felt alone. I enjoyed and still enjoy my alone time but looking back it was so painful this time of the year. It was like a constant try to avoid being pointing by a spotlight that showed how rare you were.

I guess you will share part of this. How do you live it currently?
Perhaps, you are in the same moment I lived before. If so, I'd like to tell you that people normaly don't show themselves mean with people like us. I have found pretty understanding people. If I would have been awared of this, I had felt myself less pressure.

Whatever your situation could be, Merry Christmas!!!