I "could" I guess, but I don't know what else I would do. I don't have much going on in my life. I have always listened to a lot of music...it usually keeps me very happy. I like to read, but have been so distracted lately that I have not been able to. I don't have any aspirations.....as for dreams, my only dream as of right now is of meeting this person, which I know will never ever happen. I am so frustrated....I don't want to deal with this. Sleeping is so much easier, but as I always do, I try to find an escape.