I all ready have tickets on stand by to Europe for a euthanasia trip, never thought I would see the day when it would be legal here,in several states it is legal to put ones self down although it's very doubtful to find a doctor in the US to participate for a psychiatric patient, in Europe they allow psychiatric patients to participate ,i did not make these plans lightly but then again, never saw myself dying this young in such a horrible way, and it both gives peace of mind as well as steals some, it's double edged sword of a kind you don't want to wrestle with, also the script for the meds that are most commonly used have increased to astronomical amount of money thanks to big pharma deciding to cash in on us cashing out, have you thought about a Hospital stay to stabilize you out, trust me Bellevue is a little peace of hell that I used to transport patients to , but if I could go there to stay alive I would do it in a heartbeat .

Misterpain