The Alien theory is my most consistent. It's solid and rarely changes but sometimes I think the world is all my imagination and I get upset at myself because I suck and screwed a lot of people who are living off flies and dirt. I ponder theories all the time but the aliens send me messages. The doctor said they are ideas of reference but sometimes is useful information which predicts the future and helps me and other times it's warnings or threats. I can usually deal with these though....in a variety of ways. Typically I know they "want me to react". Therefore I'm stoic and peaceful and go about my day pretending they aren't bothering me. This usually works fine but sometimes they get pissed and wound up and more menacing which is when my fear factor goes up, I'm tormented and need some professional help. As long as I can tolerate it, and I have for almost 42 years, then I think I know how to manage. And when I can't manage, I end up in the doctors office, ER or IP.