laughable

I was so bored today I took a shower (that must say a lot about my current life, lol)

it is now back to the drawing board of not doing much and pretending to have it all together

well.... I suppose my mood isn't too bad, but right now what's getting to me is this whole sunshine and rainbow attitude towards christmas (my new phrase for extremely positive atttitude)

i'm not a screwdge (let me reasure you), I just have some memories and issues around it, making it less enjoyable