I'm so sorry for your pain. This is the 3rd time I'm reading your thread and I wanted to reply the first time but I was so upset and glad I didn't reply then. Words are very powerful and ones it's said you can't take it back, I know. My family and husband doesn't understand, they are happy people (normal) and here I am struggling with mental disorders.

I'm struggling for almost 4yrs now and still not coping......

Here's a big from me to you.