I have been on the waiting list since July now, I've been on waiting lists for longer, but I'm kind of really wanting to know why I'm s******g blood. I thought it was going away but I recently got sick yet again-something that seems to be a common occurance this year- and of course now that I have had a cold again it seems to have made the bleeding start again too.

I am REALLY not a fan of going to doctors, and I know I'm going to cry when I have a colonoscopy, but I also really just want to find out what has been causing this for so long. I'm pretty sure it's something like ulcerative colitis, mainly because of the bleeding, and the pain, while it's nowhere near what some people deal with, I still ended up barely able to stand for a few seconds the other day after getting back from the doctor.

I just needed to vent about it, because not everyone I know exactly wants to hear about it. I don't even want to know about it really, haha.