I'm pretty sure if someone had a gun to me right now, I'd plead with them, scream at them, to pull the trigger. Shoot me, so that I don't have to. I can't say I'd argue with a mercy killing, at this point. When a dog's sick, you put it down; especially when they're rabid. Well, I'm like a rabid dog, at this point. I'm volatile, sick and miserable. Why do we show more mercy on our pets than we do on our own? I'm in that way, again; where I almost want to push someone until they have no choice but to put me down. For good.