Well, I'm 40, just diagnosed Bipolar I 2 years ago and I have to say, I HATE THIS! I feel like I have to start all over again. I almost miss not knowing that I had a mental illness and that I was just a ***** up. I hate the meds, I hate my doctors, and I just feel like I can't deal anymore. I feel almost flat. Nothing gives me pleasure anymore. I have been taking DBT, going to support groups, trying to find people that know how I feel. My friends and family have no idea.

I guess I just needed to vent.