Made it trough last night last with the love of a nurse, lots of meds, trying to meditate (that was a laugh) and finally sleep, although broken. I was very high SI so the nurse took a lot of risk and I was thankful she didn't give me the injection.

As usual, I feel fine today, even bubbly. It is only 9.30am. Should be a god day. Most likely followed by my usual crash. I am so fed up with this swinging. Which is why I get so SI at night. Oh, well, here we go again.