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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
I was a sin, from the moment I was born. I've screwed up a lot and I've hurt people. Honestly, just my existence hurts people. I just need the pain to stop, all of it. The memories, the nightmares, this pain in my chest that's unrelenting; all of it needs to stop. I just can't do this anymore. I'm tired of feeling this way and bringing the people I love down around me. I had a therapy meeting today. It's looking more and more like I'm going to IP, soon. I don't want that. I really don't.
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You mentioned that your existence brings harm to those around you, have you tried to talk to the people in your social circle to confirm this? Even though I feel like a burden to those around me, I can tell by their actions that they do not think of me like I think of me. While you may get a lot of positive feedback and reassurance from us on the internet, it can seem very superfluous and artificial at times. Perhaps you should speak with a family member (or close friend) about these concerns, so you can get a different perspective on your self-worth.
I'll be praying for you
