3 almost down and 2 to go. I am mad at myself for my response today regarding the switch in schedule. When did I become so infantile in my need for another human? I'm still sad for not seeing t today. And I feel bad because I read on here how others are going weeks between session and dealing with it. All that happened to me is my schedule got switched around so I just wasn't able to see t on the usual days and there have been a few more days between sessions but still at 2x wk. Dammit, I'm a grown adult - this shouldn't affect me at this level (and yes a stupid shouldn't is in there and going to stay there).
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