I was diagnosed in January with Bipolar and my meds are still trying to be regulated. I was wondering if any of you, maybe especially early on ever wondered if you were capable of making competent decisions, even the most simple ones--if you questioned yourself, questioned your emotions. When you got mad at something, you wondered if you were overreacting from bipolar or you had a right to be. I got mad yesterday at work (I work at home doing medical transcription) and emailed the HR department about a coworker who always emails me emails that I think are rude. My husband reads them and says he doesn't think so. So, therefore, I wonder, am I "sane" enough to be making decisions like emailing a boss when I feel harrassed, calling a business to complain, buy something, or any of the other things I might do.

I am even wondering if maybe I shouldn't work anymore!!! I am scared. BTW, I am a mixed bipolar with rapid cycling.