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Originally Posted by velcro003
Funnily enough--I haven't ever dreamed of my current T, and i've been seeing her for about a year and a half. I think I dreamt of my old T within the first week or two I had met her. This T has been by far my best T, and I've had compartively little anxiety with her. And most of all my dreams are "omg i am dying" type of nightmares. I just had an epic ALL NIGHT nightmare session last friday that was WWIII-esque, and involved me waking up completely panicked at least 3 times throughout the night--and even though twice I got out of bed to try and shake myself of these nightmares, I STILL went back to it.
My T didn't say much of the nightmares though.
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I didn't start having any dreams about my therapist until the last year or so, we've been working together for almost four years now. We meet tomorrow and I'm certain we will talk about it.. I'm anxious but not as bad as I would have been a year ago this time.. it's just really embarrassing to talk about my feelings for her, which I'm still not sure what it is.. how much is transference, how much is simply just "her". I'm not in love with her, but I do love her. Sometimes I think she is so hot.. other times I feel like she is a very attractive woman but it isn't sexual.. who knows!!