Free you have my prayers. And Dragon is right, although that piece of information tends to irritate me when I'm stressing, but God really does not give you more than you can handle. Just wish he didn't trust me so much some times.

When I was a teen, my pastor explained that worrying is a lack of faith. God will provide, he will help you in your time of need. I have the ability to give the big things up to God and realize that his will will be done in the end, it is just my job to accept it. Somehow, on the day to day "little" things I have trouble with this. I do not understand why.

In any event, I pray for your strength, understanding, and acceptance.