Bipolar , even screaming mania is never a freebie for infidelity.

Even if you use condoms which is a valid concern if your ready to cheat ....you can still transmit STD's to your wife, and not all can be cured with medication.

Your lucky your wife was able to stay married after your cheating in the past, she is far stronger and forgiving than I .

I'm not bashing you , well maybe. My first husband cheated so I'm very direct when it comes to this nonsense.

If you go manic and think about cheating .... Why not see your Pdoc and halt the mania before you make a huge mistake that could have life long health effects on you and your wife.