I feel for you having to deal with childcare issues. It used to worry me so much who would take care of my daughter and I always assumed I'd get a phone call every day saying something bad had happened.

My reasoning for thinking the worst is that at least when it does happen I'm prepared, and if not then it's a bonus. Not the best way to approach things I know but it's how I do it.

I hope you can get things sorted out soon x