At times I hate it, I find it difficult to reveal that I have DID. On the other hand, it has gotten me to the providers I need.Many ts won't treat it. When I went through the testing, I was pretty sure that my diagnosis would be MDD (which I got also) and/or BPD, PTSD, or DID. I was aware of the stigma about BPD and I was relieved that wasn't what came out. On the other hand, it is a pretty severe MI, and that has been quite discouraging at times.