when we feel these feelings we have to ask ourselves this question. i read it on a billboard, lol, but it makes so much sense.
"God is everywhere and in everything. so, if He feels far away, who moved?"

the best advice i can give to you is to come closer to Christ thru reading His word. it will build you faith and feed your soul. i will get you started thru this one scripture of faith.

1 John 5:4 Everything which has been born of God conquers the world. And this is the victory which has conquered the world: our faith.

i would also suggest that you might read Psalm 86. beautiful chapter of the bible.

hope this is helpful to you my friend. you are welcome to pm me anytime you would like for anything you might need on this journey towards Christ.

God bless you
recluse1