...or at least not to this extent...my friend and I were watching the news at lunch and a breaking news story came on about a school shooting in Finland and almost immediately I started feeling sick and shaky and my heart rate went up and my friend looked around and said I'd gone really pale...freaked me out, I've never reacted that way in front of another person before! This wasn't accompanied by any memories, either, so it wasn't a flashback...don't know what it was. And I'm still feeling shaky now and it's about 2 hours later and I wish I could just crawl into bed and get away from it all but I need to eat and I need to study and I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow because there's TVs in the union and I won't be able to watch...this is ridiculous! I'm pathetic.