it was hard at first. she abused me as a child and then when I got to be an adult it went to mental abuse. she is the one that lost out. I pity her now. she died a mean woman. I am not sorry really now except for the fact she hated me so much. I am ok with it now. I did all I could for her but it was never enough and never would have been enough. I was with her when she died. sitting right by her side.

it is a shame parents treat their children so bad.

again hon we are and will be here for you anytime!