Coffeee, i have tried several times, and failed, i understand that there is always a reason that this did not work, bc i tried almost everything there was to try. I am still extremely depressed, but i have begun to think i am here for a reason. Life at this point in my life sucks, but it is life, compared to never waking up again. Not to mention all the ppl that you touch in your lifetime. You never know what you as a person have done, or may do for ppl in the past, or future. And just think what might happen if you never meet those ppl.