In recent months this is the 3 rd job that seems your having the same exact problem in each one.

I'm not being rude but I think you need to look into your own possible issues. You also have per your threads.... major issues in your marriage.

I was in a dark place about 8 or so years ago , I felt attacked from all sides about any and everything, I did lots of self reflection and worked with a Therapist.... I was the one that had problems communicating with family and friends.

I hope you find a way to navigate life in calmer waters than your currently fighting going upstream.

Life truly is what you make of it.

Find some peace and happiness.