Just said a prayer for you for strength and healing. I think it is wonderful that you go to church especially if you find some peace and solace by going. i don't understand why any of the "punks" would ridicule you regarding going to church. It certainly is nothing that is shameful. Maybe they kick you for going because they know that is where they need to be.

Sending you lots of love, peace, and hugs. I have had several severe depressions and can empathize about how disabling they are. People tend not to understand and sometimes criticize and such.

I'll keep praying for you. All of us (excepting the punks) are concerned for your welfare. We're there for you. God knows that you have so selflessly helped so many others.

God Bless,
Peacemaker (Sherri)