I've been having almost daily cravings to drink. There is a lot of family Christmas stress. I am having relationship and friend stress. The AA meetings are boring and the same old people tend to monopolize the shares going on for ten minutes or longer. My frustration is building and I am trying to push it back down. I am struggling one day at a time to stay sober. My sponsor is turning out to be an advice giver rather than a giver of herself. Staying sober now is hard.