Shy, we can only go by what you have told us.
I don't believe that I'm the only one who's coming to the conclusion that your expectations of work are not the reality of what it's like :-/ A lot of us have worked a lot of jobs and perhaps you could take that into consideration when reading the advice we have given you on several of your posts. I mean that with utmost kindness.
To take matters to the extreme AND to make a point that I hope you will think about, I could (possibly) accuse you of being a bully when you consistently accuse us of lack of empathy.
(Seriously JUST trying to make a point with that. You are NOT a bully

...a term that I believe is being overused today in general.)
Take care and good luck to you. Most of all, I wish you some peace.
Hugs...