I started feeling his way for a little over a year now. Basically I feel like I can't do anything right or learn anything new. I just feel like everything has run dry.
For example, I can't learn anything new. I got my permit in May and I haven't been improving in my driving. I feel like everytime I try something new I can't do it, so I just give up because what's the point if wasting time on things I'll never be able to do?
I also feel like I can't advance. When I was eleven, I started to write a lot, but a little over a year ago I realized that my writing has not been improving, but actually getting worse.
I also feel no hope for the future. There is absolutely nothing I want in life, and I graduate next year. Everyone else has what they want figured out and to be honest I'd just rather die. There's isn't anything out there for me and it's not like I'm good at anything to get by with. I'm just useless and I'm tired of it.