I lost my mum 6 years ago and had to do everything for the burial, service etc.
Left living with my needy sister who has learning difficulties though she's 35 now and not a stoopid as she wouold have people think.
Other half is messed up himself and likes to drink too much.

I;m completely lost and often wonder whether its actually worth carrying on. I do have a lot of friends but i cannot tell them everything as i just can#t bear the looks of judgement to my other half and the half sincere sympathy from them as they're selfish themselves sometimes and take me for granted.

I help people too much and feel that i just get taken for granted.

I kind of want to split up with my other half after 6 years but he saved my life when i wanted to follow mum to the grave. I need to save him but he can only save himself.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh