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Old Dec 07, 2016, 06:39 PM
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Originally Posted by ElsaMars View Post
I definitely can relate to what you wrote in your opening message. This question you ask may or may not be true for me. I don't exactly understand the question in the way I think you intend it to be understood. My problem, not yours. I think you express yourself well but I must admit that sometimes I'm not sure what you are asking.

My delusions are sometimes very good and sometimes very bad. Sometimes they are illusions of control or delusions of a complete lack of it. How much importance the delusions have will determine how much they effect me. Is that what you mean?
Yes, pretty much. But the importance of delusions are (as I see it) always eventually about self-importance as well. You understand something others don't and others threaten you or obstruct you for knowing what you know. You become the embodiment of the important beliefs.
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