I'm so sorry! Kids today don't take AIDS too seriously, since there are better medications now, but it's still something to avoid.

I've been depressed a long time now. My bedroom is a mess, and I bought a computer two years ago, and only got to use it a handful of times. Everything has to be cleaned and dusted. If I'd known I wouldn't be able to use my computer for all this time, I'd have waited to buy it. It really upsets me.

My boyfriend did some cleaning in the kitchen, but he's slowed down and has been researching how he might fix the heater itself. Then he won't be under such pressure to get it done within a certain amount of time. I want things cleaned and back to normal, but most importantly, my room.

I have an appointment with a new psychologist tomorrow. I hope she can help me. I still have a psychiatrist, as well.

I still can't believe we're in this mess.