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Originally Posted by Maven
I'm so sorry! Kids today don't take AIDS too seriously, since there are better medications now, but it's still something to avoid.
I've been depressed a long time now. My bedroom is a mess, and I bought a computer two years ago, and only got to use it a handful of times. Everything has to be cleaned and dusted. If I'd known I wouldn't be able to use my computer for all this time, I'd have waited to buy it. It really upsets me.
My boyfriend did some cleaning in the kitchen, but he's slowed down and has been researching how he might fix the heater itself. Then he won't be under such pressure to get it done within a certain amount of time. I want things cleaned and back to normal, but most importantly, my room.
I have an appointment with a new psychologist tomorrow. I hope she can help me. I still have a psychiatrist, as well.
I still can't believe we're in this mess.
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I can believe it because I've been in a mess for so long too. But it can change at anytime. Maybe you could set aside a weekend where your bf could help you start? Now that you'll have a psychologist I really hope it starts your pathway to change. And if your bf does set aside a weekend, try to thank him with something special, like a restaurant evening, or whatever he likes. I know this is just common sense but it's hard to ask for help when you aren't sure what success looks like anymore.
Seeing my friend suffering was horrible. No sooner did he die than they began giving meds that worked and saved so many people. He didn't have that luck. He kept getting sick from things other people could recover from. I was in denial and he was too. We were talking about him going to law school. He wasn't sure it would be the best thing, but he was all fired up when we talked about it. Sorry, I'm rambling on. Yes, kids today should remember that it's a heavy sentence and not poopoo the consequences.
