I've been working with children for sixteen years now, I've reached a point where I do love my job at my current daycare, but they are only offering three hours of work a day. I do have to watch what I earn, I'm on disability, so I can't find another job unless it's extremely part time. I feel to grow as a person, I'd like to apply to be an Au Pair, a nanny who works in a live-in situation, in another city. This is a huge change- I have really close friends here in my hometown, I've never lived anywhere else, save a few months at an out of state college, before I transferred home, due to mental breakdown. But I'm older now, I think I could handle it..that happened when I was nineteen, now I'm forty-three. I sincerely love children so, so much, am happiest when I'm caring for them. Thoughts?