I suffer from the same breed of rage. I can't cope with it at all anymore. As much as I hate to hear another struggle with it, I'm glad I'm not alone. I was considered brilliant when I was in school. But no amount of my "brilliance" counts for anything in the real world. I feel like I've been waiting-no, practically begging- for someone to assault me so I have a legal excuse to take my rage out on someone. I wish I could help you in some way, but I can't even help myself. Just know you aren't alone. If you ever need to simply rant or scream or whathaveyou at someone, PM me. I feel like the only emotion I can truly empathize with is anger and aggression.