Have you seen a psychiatrist or a psychologist? I would look for a good psychiatrist. Medication and therapy are usually the best mixes to go with.

However, I know it is frustrating to keep seeing doctors and seeing no results. I would wear out your list of doctors. Check your city, check your hospitals, check your psychiatric places, check other nearby cities, and even check online. There will be *someone* who clicks with you and will be more helpful. There is always someone. And you probably know this, don't allow them to just pill you up and be on your way. That is a poor doctor and I would drop them immediately if that's what they do.

If you cannot do that, at least try to replace the alcohol with another , healthier, thing. You probably know that too, but I thought I'd say it anyway. Drink orange juice instead or something. I'm not too versed on the topic of alcohol, sorry, so my advice is limited in that area.

But, I do hope you do feel a bit better after venting a little bit!