maybe you should make some friends then you could go on the razz and get hammered , your life is dull, do something off the wall not moan about every day . Maybe you are no good at making friends, or you would not be posting this, We are depressives and would love to be in your position . i take enough meds to kill a rhino but i don't get bored , there are lots of things i cannot do due to being nuked in the head. i used to drink i liked that social drinking with friends is cool . falling over drunk is not .i dont get this post at all you have no illness just pissed off , i will swap places