With Jane I felt valued and accepted. And now she is no longer and the people in her life are making it difficult for me to feel connected. I am a scared teenager. I really want to speak with her. Have been working on it. Guess I just won't email her again huh? iF i NEVER REALLY HAD HER THERE WITH ME THEN WJAT DOES THAT MEAN ABOUT ME NOW? i WANT TO FEEL HER love.