Same here...it feels like I'm rushing to my death...very depressing. Every event felt like last year and can be years ago. My son grew up, We turn 49 Saturday and the teens are upset. I cant even remember yesterday. When hearing an old event that seemed recent...it's more a wow moment and a pause to reflection as to why in slight amazement and then to move on to bury and forget. The years slip by in what seems a few months. Sometimes don't know what season it is...spring or fall. This is our norm.