Sometimes I know I am not the funnest to be around. With that being said I am hurt and a little angry at people who said they were my friend, especially people who I went to church with. Before becoming paralyzed I spent well over 40 hours volunteering at church, from running the sound to editing video for TV program. Now I haven't been in over 3 years and guess how many of those people who said they 'loved' me have called or visited, big fat zero. since that was the place I spent most of my time and energy, I now have no friends to speak of. Sorry for ranting but just got off Facebook and seen some of my 'friends' posts and wish they had a middle finger button.