chalm, i know where you are, hun. i am working on forgiving myself for so many issues. i am also trying to unconditionally love myself. this is hard to do when you've so many serious mistakes where some have hurt your family.

when i have been really down on myself, i was told to watch a "feel good" movie or listen to music that made me feel good. it helps for a while but at least you get a break.

i know you don't "suck". on chat, you are supportive and a good friend to those in need. sucky people don't do that.

i'll pray for you and keep you in my thoughts.

lots of hugs,
peacemaker (sherri)