Sometimes I am amazed at her memory. My t remembers everything. This week was a very weird session I showed her my project for college and it was about a very personal thing to me. Something we never really discussed in session but she is aware of it. As I was showing her my project she was able to relate things back to me about my own process. Things going back to our first session together. Things I didn't even think she noticed because she never brought it up in session. There were times when I accused t of not caring and not doing her job but when she told me the reasons I was really touched by how well she knows me and my process. There were times were I left in the middle of session because I was too embarrassed and it was to painful to sit with her, she explained that if she had of stopped me I would have been shamed even more because she would be giving me the message that I was doing something wrong and reprimanding me. I honestly thought she didn't care. I am crying just thinking about it. She really notices everything [emoji27]
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