He got a new script today from his new Pdoc. He told him he just got out of prison for three duis and the Dr. still gave it to him for his anxiety and Ptsd! He's had horrible drug and alcohol problems just like me-we used together but we're sober now. The doc only gave him 10 (prn for a month.) Part of me WANTS one but I KNOW better. I talked myself into not asking for one. I have come too far. I have made it a year and two weeks, no drugs, no alcohol. I'm not going to relapse. He is snoozing in the chair. He looks so d**** comfy. I am a mess wishing for that chemical peace of mind. Better not to start. It's never just one anyway. One pill would lead to another one, then another kind of pill, then possibly a drink and one drink would lead to a few shots and a rock and a fifth. I abstain. More coffee please!