In Costa Rica I don't drive. No friends nearby.
So I stay on the ranch all of the time.
But even when I'm in CA I don't leave often. Once per month to grocery store. Pdoc and dental appointments.
6 months ago I went to see big waves at HB. Helped a friend with some legal matters. Went for pizza.
This time in CA my husband said he doesn't trust my bipolar friend from group. I even missed my support group meetings as husband didn't want the others know I was in town.
So I was even alone all of Sept. It's hard compromising with husband.
This time he said no foster kitten.
Tough. I took her in anyway. He said she couldn't come in house. Had to stay in cage.
Too bad. I let her stay in my room with me since her surgery. He's not here anyway.
He loves to be alone. Before marriage I was very outgoing and social and happier.
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 Bipolar 1
Day Vraylar 3 mg. Wellbutrin 150
Night meds Temazepam 30 mg or lorazepam
Hasn't helped yet.
From sunny California!
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