Thanks, guys.

I'm having such a struggle to not be paranoid.

In so many ways. It's like people are playing games and messing with my head and either don't care or are purposely ******* with me. And I don't know why. They know I'm going down in flames. And so what? Their lives will just go on just the same. (This is about IRL stuff regarding the hearing.) I feel like an idiot believing anyone in this. What people say, and what they do (or rather, don't.. when will I learn?)

I don't know why I bother at all. Seems like crawling under a rock would be as effective.

Sorry.