I've been noticing this strange yet wonderful thing happening to me for the last couple days. After i drink coffee, for the next 4 hours, my life improves so dramatically. I feel happy, kind of content and full of energy. My anxiety, signs of depression all disappear without a trace. I feel fully functional. The concentration and memory problems i've been having gets resolved and im fully alert. And the best part is i dont turn manic ( im bipolar). Coffee is not just the usual "pick me up" for me, it lifts me up and hurls me to the moon, (LoL). Though Sure after, when the effect of coffee wears off i go back to the same old broken self.

So my question is, could this be it, that i just need a stimulant, like ritalin maybe, to help fix things that havent improved by anything else in last 2 years.