Things are pretty miserable....I'm fighting some horrible thoughts and watching my son implode and all I want is to hug him and make it all go away. But I can't. I can just wade through the crap and hope they drain the pool and clean it soon. (((Hugs))). I had an appointment with my PDOC yesterday and therapy next week so I'm doing all I can right now. my son will get better....he always does. I have to stay hopeful. Thanks for understanding.