If you have inherited a predisposition towards bipolar disorder (it can be slow and subtle in development, or may not yet have initiated), or if you were raised by parents that struggled with it, your behavior and your understanding of and reactions to others' behavior could be affected by it in ways which you might not be able to recognize. I would talk to a psychiatrist, just to be sure. Craigslist in Bangkok sounds like a flume ride that ends in divorce and/or an aggressive STD, and you're buying tickets.