Nothing quite that extreme, but I want to make everything a joke. One-liners, sarcasm, zingers, quips, bits...it's very hard to control. Yes, I can be legit funny, but so often my humor only makes sense to me. I get that look like, "What did you just say to me?" And then I have to explain. Honestly, it's very embarrassing at times. Sometimes I don't realize how it must have played until later.
Can I fight it? Yes. And my wife is a key player in that. She stays close by so she can squeeze my arm or kick my foot when I'm stepping over the line. When I don't have her near, I just try to keep to myself if I get that way...like if I'm at a party.
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CloserToTheMid
Bipolar I - Lamictal, Geodon
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