Hi. It's me again.
Today I had a very interesting dream. Most of them are "on rails", meaning that the "script" won't change (most of the time). Sometimes it makes me do, think, and feel things I don't want to.
For example, today. A girl, young, about my age (16) who had blond hair, storm grey eyes, jeans, trainers (red&white), a white t-shirt and a baseball cap fought alongside me (That NEVER happens, I ALWAYS fight alone) and a whole lot of people. We fought and killed Death. (Middle aged, red-purple robes, purple shoes and a crossroads-shaped necklace). I remember having the ability to control sand as well as anti-mind control powers.

She never said a word, and was there for 80% of the dream. In the end, the script called for me to fall in love with her.

So she kissed me. Full on the mouth, like at the end of those sappy romantic comedies I hate.

I always dream in hyper-realistic detail, so it felt like a very, very real kiss.

Now I'm confused. Some of that love is still lingering and refuses to go away. It's almost like...a part of me wants to see her again.

I know I probably never will tough. So that's sad.