Hello everyone,

I just wanted to vent my feelings a bit. I haven't been feeling well for a while now, but today I've been especially numb. I just feel so down. I can't think straight, I'm not productive anymore, I just can't seem to function. I just wish I could get out of this mess, but a part of me feels like I deserve it. Since when did performing a half of a day's work and remembering to eat lunch feel like an achievement? Why do I feel like I've done something significant if all I've done is wash a pot? I've become so inactive that going about a normal days work feels like above average work.